Summer greens.

So many greens!

I never know.

I never know what to do on this day. It's a very sad day but I don't mind thinking about you. The things you taught me. The things we would talk about if you'd still be around. I really don't like this day but I still like you and the fact that you've been there.

1958-2000

Mom, I wish you could just like it to remember, too. There are some memories too nice to block them or to think you're not allowed to have them.

There is a moon in the sky - it's called the moon.

These pictures are from the second film I shot at my Easter weekend in Berlin. Hanging at the canal, having serious pancake breakfast, getting a guided tour alongside Spree about urban renewal projects and finding the big red lantern.

 

Give me peace if you don't like my anger.

Tempelhof fields.

Mos Eisley. A wretched hive of scum and awesome ice cream.

Ginger beer and sun.

Expired Kodak Elitechrome cross-developed. Shot with Yashica T4. The prints were faulty when I got them from the lab so I had to send them back. Then the film got almost lost on its way back from the lab to me and I waited over two weeks to finally get everything back in a good condition.

Go tell your friends I'm still a feminist.

Fuzzy negatives.

These pictures are from November 2013 and were taken with the Yashica T4. Cross developed expired Kodak Elite Chrome. 


Some of them are the analogue part of walking around in Berlin at the Spree and Plänterwald.

Halloween on my favourite balcony in Berlin.

So many wrong things in this picture.

Heiterkeit. And a very nice dog.

Heiterkeit and Frohsinn. And crows. Spot the crows.

Plänterwald. Spooky ferris wheel.

Top of youth.

This is Nürnberg, not LA.

Taken out of my car while I was waiting at a traffic light.

Sceptic Kptn. Fuchs

Happy Kptn. Fuchs

I don't speak the language.

This year is totally weird so far. As there is more and more nonsense around me I just wanted to join in and so you get a weird package of things. Most of these things are actually totally last year. 



For christmas I received an adorable package from Hannah with luxurious marshmallows, tea and other pretty things. It's all about the pretty things and thoughts.
Thank you so much again, my dear. The coasters are not only good for good tea but also for long drinks, by the way. Drink your drinks with style.

These pretty things are my favourite christmas cookies since I can remember.
It's a rich chocolate dough with rum, a thin layer of orange jam (apricot is good as well), covered with chocolate and sugar sprinkles. Deliciousness. Did I ever posted the recipe for these? I don't know. Maybe I will catch up with it some day, if you want to.

 
Nearly every two weeks I have a new favourite meal. The last two weeks it was this soup and I made it three times: mango-hokkaido-soup. Basically: fry finely cut onions and garlic in a little oil, add hokkaido, fry for a few minutes. Add water, sea salt, pepper, fenugreek and cook til the hokkaido is tender. Add fresh or frozen mango, puree. Serve with some pumpkin seed oil. The pictures below are from new year's eve potluck. I had the rest of the soup in the morning at 6. Hmmmm!

Sunshine. A lot of dust.

This was my hair colour a few days ago for a few days only. Could you please stop asking me, if I dyed my hair again? The answer is and always be "yes" and you're all clever enough.

And if I happen to bleach my hair and let it blond, you don't have to worry, that I never will have any bright colours again. Just wait a few weeks. I'd appreciate it.

This picture is from today so: welcome 2014! Please, don't be so confusing. I want this to be a good year. 

Today's twilight. I definitely need more light, uh! More light and less weirdness, okay? Thanks.