I never know.

I never know what to do on this day. It's a very sad day but I don't mind thinking about you. The things you taught me. The things we would talk about if you'd still be around. I really don't like this day but I still like you and the fact that you've been there.

1958-2000

Mom, I wish you could just like it to remember, too. There are some memories too nice to block them or to think you're not allowed to have them.

13 years.

13 years ago it was this kind of perfect summer day just like today. 
How ridiculous.
13 years is almost as long as I knew you. 
How weird. 
It doesn't feel like it's been already 13 years. 
How sad.

Miss you.

1958-2000